I came to that realization in the middle of the night last night. For the past 30 years (it seems like a long time ago, but really it’s been about a month now), I’ve written in my Monk Manual, “MTOG” meaning to get on studying it. I can’t remember a day I actually took the time to do MTOG.
There’s still the unease I feel about it … but I know deep down in my heart that this is the missing fuel I need to get better.
Most people who know me would say I’m far from lazy but I disagree. I am very lazy.
Maybe today will be the day that I become not lazy.
The above photo is of Buckwheat who is no longer with us. It was taken in 2016.
Until later …
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